Massive Life Update.

Hello, I haven't updated this thing in a while... I usually just post daily on gaia now a days. Anyways, I have a lot to cover, so lets get started...

1. Carols in the Round. I miss it to death. It has been over for a while now and I feel empty without it. Tonight we are singing the national anthem for the boys game so we get to go back to carols order tonight! Yay! I get to stand between Devon and Mike. :D

2. Costa Rica. Only 1.5 weeks until I go! Nine days in the the sun shine! :D

3. Caps, Gowns, and Marching. This is the biggest load of crap I have seen ever! In the past at Mt. View we have always been allowed to march with who ever the hell we want on grad day. Rin and I have had it so we would march together since like 9th grade. Now Green gowns aren't good enough and they want all girls in white and boys in green. Fine. What ever. To bad the principal is being a bitch and says that it would have to be boy/girl and by height. WHY??? Who the hell cares. Let us march in what we want with who we want. End of story.

4. UMO. I was accepted. I guess that is when I am going next year. I don't want to stay there forever prolly. I really want to see the world.

5. Italy. I don't think it is happening. The USO never got back to us... And after everything Evan and his mom did for us... :(

6. I cannot wait for music theory. The class itself is so boring. There is only 3 of us besides that. My fav part of the class is being able to hang with Evan. :D Everyone finds him so annoying. I was guilty of that last year. But I am so glad that I got the chance to hang with him and know him better this year. He's a really nice guy and I know he'll go far in life. But anyways, sitting next to him can be distracting at times... We're always goofing off in that class. And when we're not, I still find it hard to concentrate... He's very distracting.... *wink* I just wish he was older. I think he is only a year younger but two grades younger... I think...

Well, I'm not sure what else to say. And I don't even know who reads this anymore... For the one person that I know does... I honestly truely do miss you. It feels empty having no one to talk to... Evan listens, but I can't tell him stuff... Please at least email me. You know who you are...

Things On My Mind...

So, there have been some things on my mind lately...

1. Colds suck. I mean it. They are evil!!!! Who gets a cold on xmas break??? Espicially one that feels like it is kicking your ass from the inside out. Anyways, I bet you there is a cure for the common cold. The only reason it hasn't been released yet is because of one thing. MONEY! Think of all the companies that would go out of buisness if the common cold was cured. I absolutly hate this.

2. Why does everything think manga online is a great idea. The companies have to get their money from somewhere. I know, I watch anime online. But I do buy a lot of the manga. At least I am supporting them somehow.

3. Why can people not under stand that I like peace and quiet in the morning. If they want my day to start out right why does everyone do this to me?

I had a lot more to say right now, but I cannot remember. If you all don't mind I am going to go die in a choking fit.

Add More Later,

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Gone...

I think it has finally happened. I think I am finally alone. I pretty much hate the feeling. The thought of knowning he won't be there anymore... It makes me wonder if it all really happened. I would give anything for him to be back in my life. To have someone to take to about everything. Even if almost everything of what he said was a lie... It was still someone to talk to... I really do miss you, where ever you are.

So, I have a new friend. Or well, I hope he considers me a friend. He drives me crazy enough to be a friend half the time. I like being friends with him. He's N-O-R-M-A-L. Normal. I don't really have any normal friends, so it's nice to know someone different than who I usually hang out with...

Carols is AWESOME!!!! We only have five days left of concerts though. It makes me sad to think this is my first and last "Carols in the Round." But as people say, all good things must come to an end...

I'm not sure what else to add at the moment. A lot has happened since sept. Pretty much, I don't even really see my friends that much. I am always with the Chamber Singers at the moment. Which don't get me wrong, I love hanging with them too. They're all pretty awesome people.

Oh well, I am going now.

Adios!

Currently Listening Hook Me Up By The Veronicas 4ever see related

ALONSO WON!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh Yeah!!!!!

Well, it's been a while since I have updated this thing. Pretty much, not much has changed and that is the problem... I feel like I am stuck in repeat. I hate this feeling. Nothing has been changing. I hope once carols starts, this rutt will be over with...

Right now I still feel like I am always second to someone else. At this point I don't think I even care anymore. I always feel alone. Maybe that is a good thing for someone like me. I'm not really sure yet. I keep having this dream. Yes, the dreams are still going... And this kid keep haunting me. There are so many times I wish he were real...

Hmm, what else is happening. Not much really. All the TV shows have started up again. I like that. They keep my mind busy. My favorite show at the moment has to be "How I Met Your Mother." I really hope Barney and Robin get together. They would be so cute together. ^_^

Umm, I have also been reading a lot. I am even to the point of not studying for tests and not doing home work all just to read. It's becoming a nasty habbit.

The only other thing I can think of is that I have been listening to a lot of different types of music lately. My favorite new group to listen to is The Veronicas. I'm not really sure why. I think it all has to do with the beat as usual. I always fall for a good beat. lol

Well, there is only one great thing I have to report. ALONSO WON TODAY!!!!!!!! I love Alonso. I hope he takes out Hamilton one of these races. That would be an even greater honor in my eyes than winning. But either way, great job Alonso, Great Job!

Well, I'm done for right now. I will add more later prolly. Adios!

Currently Listening Dreaming Out Loud By OneRepublic Apologize see related

EIGHT FOR EIGHT!!! HE DID IT!!!!!

Hello Everyone, sorry it has been so long since I did an update. I've tried a few times, but for some reason the computers in my house don't like xanga. But I will give this another try, if you're reading it, then it worked.

Anyways, what have I done this summer that you may or may not know about. Hmmm....

1. I took Drivers Edu. It was extreamly boring. And I still hate driving. No one understands that I have a hard time paying attention behind the wheel. My mom wants to make it so I'm not on meds while driving. I think she should be on drugs, she never listens to me. That would be the worst plan in history.

2. I caught up on a lot of movies I wanted to see and also went to the movies a lot. Some of the titles I saw were: "Mama's Boy", "Pan's Labrynth", "Charlie Bartlett", "The Dark Knight", "Get Smart", "Don't Mess With The Zohan", and hopefully tonight "Tropic Thunder." I think I saw some more, but I can't remember them right now.

3. I got Wii Fit. What does that mean? It means that I am planning to get into shape. So far I work at it at least 30 min a day. My main goal is an hour a day. If I can do longer than that, I try to. I wasn't really inspired though until The Olympics!

4. I have been watching The Olympics. Yes, I know what you are all thinking... "Sam, don't you hate sports?" The answer is no. I hate playing sports. I never said I hate watching them. lol My favorite event of the games so far has been swimming. Michael Phelps at the moment is like my greatest hero in life! Eight for Eight!!!

5. I went shopping in Portland on saturday. It felt great to be in a "city". Portland is so tiny that I barely consider it to be a city... But the people there, they are from the city. You can tell. Even though my clothes totally didn't fit in, I felt like I did. I wish my family would come to terms that I am moving to a city. I don't care which one anymore, I just want out of Dullsville.

Well, that's really my whole summer that you don't know about. Not much happened this summer. I can't wait for when I get to go on vacation. It's going to be a lot of fun! ^_^

There's another thing about this summer. I feel really alone. I'm not sure why. I took up reading a lot and stuff. But I barely hung out with my friends and stuff. I always feel like I am second to someone else. I wish for once, one of my friends would be happy to see me. But of course not. I'm the serious person who no one really wants to hang out with...

Well, anyways, I'm done for now. I have a lot more I wanted to say, but I will leave it at this.

Have a great week everyone!